today was another simplistic yet boring day. it was of no difference compared to the rest. rather insignificant, but i shall just summarise my day. pls dont slap or whatever me for the post being bored. cuz i really cant add any humour to it! pardon me

ok. started of the day with chinese. did one cloze passage, otherwise known as zhong he tian kong. lol. it was boring. den went for recess. ate, and i thought the fusion paradise sold chicken, but to my greatest horror it was fish FFS.

after recess was boring. lesson all the way. now i have amaths, chinese and physics hw. GREAT. LOL. oh well. went to dav’s hse after that. ppl present were yvonne, jt,dav,huiyi, gab, amanda, raenes, and ME! heard gab and huiyi play piano again. nice nice. esther’s nt bad too! we played the polar bear game and after some rounds, went home.

now its time to do some work! sad sia got so much. SIAN. cya all!

sat 17 may, went to park lane to lan with joel they all. i saw wanni, justin amanda yd chermel. (i didn’t miss out any did i)
den went dinner at clarke quay or whatever spelling. the noodle 20+ dollar. imba expensive. but quite nice. ty aunt for treating!

well, nth much happened yesterday. i went to my dad’s some kinda childhood fren de house warming at blossoms[at]woodleigh. the place was fabulous. maybe cuz its new and cuz of the decoration. the lift must call ppl or use card den can use de ok. so cool.

and guess what. this happenes to be gab’s next home also. so coincidental right?haha.its like i paid a visit to the same condo in which hes moving to in due time. cool!

ok. anyway, today me noddy dav gab went to catch ironman. it was kinda cool. i like technology-driven movies. haha. and guess what, i saw our beloved co-form at the cathay! LOL. with er hem! then after that supposed to meet huiyi and yvonne and raenes too, but sadly they cant go out. and joel, joey, daren, randy happened to be at park lane too. haha. den i played with them. played 3 win 2. haha.

dunno if i should dota. dota is like a 2 side spear or whatever u call it; i direct translate from chinese. haha. win liao super high; can really destress when killing noobs when ur emo or sth. den super happy and can laugh like mad. but when lose, really will shang gan qin de. sometimes scold here scold there blame here blame there.

in a kinda major dilema sia. sad. and sry about ytd, too pek chek liao, den tone quite harsh. a thousand apologies~

life is such a fuckup sia.
so bored, resetless, tired.
i dont know.

i wonder why ppl say human beings r the greatest species.
i think animals far exceed us.
like in terms of speed, jaguars win humans.
in terms of flight, birds win himans.
in terms of swimming, dont even compare.

i don’t know.
the only better yet ironic point,
is that human beings have brains
but yet, brains are what make cannibals.
it is the very thing that makes them kill one another.

animals live together,
sleep together,
play together.
whatever.
but they really regard each other as one.

on the contrary,
us humans live off one another,
whether or not in the working realm or whatsoever.
take advantage of one another,
and don’t even stop at that.

the irony of life man.
i think if i had a choice
i dun wanna be a human being
i’d rather be an animal.

had anyone thought of this before. cuz i was damn bored and suddenly felt this way. LOL.

Lol. here’s to amanda.

From: redprada.livejournal.com

Rules of the game: Remove one question from below, add in one of your own (personal), to make a total of 20. Tag 10 people in your list in the end of this post. Notify them.

1. At what age do you wish to be married?

25-30 i guess?.

2. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 buddies you’d take and why?

why would i want my buddies to be lost with me. hell no!

3. Where is the place that you want to go the most?

JAPAN

4. If you can have 1 dream come true, what would it be?

4 words. 世界太平.

5. Do you believe you can survive without money?

no. money makes the world go round.

6. What are you afraid to lose the most?

Im afraid to lose you. LOL.

7. If you win $ 1 Million, what would you do?

I would erm, use it wisely? O.o

8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?

Depends really. who it is and such?

9. One bad point the person who tagged you has got.

1 word. TALL.

10.What is your dream guy?!!

Am i gay?

11. What kind of person do you hate the most?

People that win TCS awards for living their life.

12. If you are given the chance to go back to the past and make a difference, will you?

DUH.

13. UNCONDITIONAL LOVE. What does it mean to you?

Unending and the brains NOT to give up one’s life because it would hurt the other party more.

14. Any wisdom to share with your readers?

It’s not the destionation that brings us hapiness; its the journey.

15. In times of crisis, who would you choose to save? Family, friends, or lover?

Seriously, i don’t know why i made this question in the first place. but if it means anything, i’d do my utmost to fufil all. even if it pains the living hell outta me.

16. If you have the chance, which part of your character you would like to change?

Temper. LOL.

17. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?

Person is the wrong word to use. People; i’d guess. people whom are trustworthy.

18. What’s your weakest point?

I never am serious, period.

19. What does love means to you?

mutual respect, dedication and EXTREME consideration. not forgetting the basic definition which we all know about (:

20. What is one thing you would like to lose(or get rid of) most?

Losers lodging their f**asses in earth.

This time MYE kinda flunk. WAYyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy beyond my expectations.

english (compre + summary) – 28/50
chinese (paper 1.Paper2) – 38/70. 41/70
emaths (paper 1 + paper 2) – 143/180
amaths (paper 1 + paper 2) – i dont know but i failed. 42% i think.
history – 32/50
social studies – 28/50
chem – 68/120
physics – 79/120

sian. damn disappointed sia. fuck, i got study den like that. gg.

1 word for my amaths. IMBA.

made some noddy themes today. below are sneak previews.

today i overslept and woke up at 9 pm instead of 8. sry ar gab. LOL. turned up late. heard gab play melodies on the piano and visited his dog which is more or less, big >.<

den we watched lame vids on youtube and at 1 we left for noddy’s place. played ps2 and we played alot of games ranging from naruto to wwe to some wierd fighting game. the way the creature walked really made me LOL.

after that went to huiyi’s hse downstairs for badminton. den was too windy we went to mph to play soccer. leg pain. after tat david came and we played ice n water. and to my horror, i was the catcher. gg. before i even start running i fell. what imba luck! PUI!

after that we went back to the court and stoned. ppl present were me gab huiyi jt. lol. we were like talking about cruises and i really look forward to gng cruise now that they’ve tempted me. very xian mu sia. i never go before. i lead a miserable n sad life!

den went to compass to eat with gab, bought some treats for everyone tmr! we strolled to block 251 again but to our dismay, dav was at his ah ma’s and huiyi refused to open door! OH MAN! i guess the cruise landed already den she is very busy! she so fierce on the phone sia. i scared. T.T

anyway, i’m off to make my noddy theme. WISH ME LUCK GUYS! give me all the birds you have; for with more birds, comes more luck!

(in reverso-chronological order)

poh khoon for shouting at you in lan just now; i guess i did went overboard in my expectations.

qi ming and team for sarcasm in dota game; i was too agitated then.

raenes for having to pei me emo on msn yesterday when i alone at home.

huiyi, her sis and yvonne for stirring up trouble at the playground; sorry didn’t know you all will be so pissed with me.

everyone at sentosa for the foul mood; i was really sian then. i don’t know why but honestly, it was uncomparable to the 3e2′s one.

jerry for ps-ing you after bowling; i really didn’t know.

my sian-sian and perhaps fierce mood/look after bowling; i was too impatient.

(below is in random order cuz i can’t rmb anymore dates. i will write whatever i think of)

yvonne for sometimes dao u when someone else call me. i don’t know what i thinking also.

teachers, mr chia esp, for not performing up to my expectations, lest yours.

gab, for not going ice skating; i don’t know why but i just felt its not right and didn’t feel like it.

cam, for misinterpreting and scolding you yesterday at gb; didn’t mean it. sorry.

my family, esp. grandma (who’s now in china because of me i guess?); i don’t know what more to say.

until now i still haven’t spoke to my grandma, i used to do so daily last time while she was belongside me. its been 2 months and i don’t have the courage to ring her up. i’m such a wimp.

every thing up there is carefully thought of. and i took alot of effort to do so. so if you wish to flame, just fuck off. i don’t need any trouble for now. and no, i will not look you up; so if ur dying to flame, pls remain anonymous because i myself a promise; for huiyi jiayi yvonne. read above before jumping to conclusions. so yeah.

i truly am sorry for every wrong doing. i don’t know why this post but i just felt i took many wrong steps. do tell me how i can change. u can tell me right in my face, or remain anonymous. don’t worry i will not trace u or anything. and even if i do, i will be more greatful than discontented. and one more thing, i answer to no one. u have my word for these but there are just somethings in which i will not give a damn about. don’t ask me what. just.. watever. i dont know how to say either.

bidding farewell, once again. pls DO NOT flame me. i will not appreciate flaming.

lol i really wanna learn piano sia. hope o’s finish so i can do what i want. pls niang niang and bobabby teach me. LOL.

OOLALA. IM RETARDED. AT HOME THE WHOLE DAY BORED STIFF. SAD BO PPL JIO ME OUT. T.T

oh ya btw, can anyone send me all the sentosa pics yesterday. i wanna put in the slideshow. LOL. thanks(: