ok im like gonna buy the razer lachesis this weekend. its like the mouse in the pic. and after o’s im gonna buy the keyboard and rebuild my com. haha. so much for plans after o’s. dont know still cruising with friends anot.

tmr o’level english oral. wish me luck guys. i need to be able to suddenly have the ablity to change my voice for dialogue. OMG. GG.

what can i expect when there aint any qualities to start of with?

I’ve got B3 for chinese o’level. Still considering to retake or not to. But i’ve met Gu Lao Shi in Compasspoint and she advised me to retake. So i’m like uncertain for the moment.

no point fighting for anything now

i feel good now. for some reason i dont know why. my phone is like in maintenance and its undergoing some kinda firmware updating so i cant answer call nor reply msges. sry. and hmm. today was a great day.

first, i’d like to say that 4e2 came in first in secondary 4 for the class awards!

this class is wierd. they seem to be always changing my perspective. LOL. we started off in the stadium on a good note. everyone was hyper. and yea the national anthem, pledge national songs were all blasting. seriously, i never felt so patriotic before. >.<

after that the school song was sang very well too. haha. maybe its cos the ocassion was in the stadium and we hardly go there? perhaps. i can only guess. after the stadium, we had prata at jalan kayu. den i went home to rest and nurse my headache. this morning eat 3 panadol. den at home and at stadium sweat non stop. GG. after my slumber, i woke up to go to mrs cheow’s house for some bbq. mrs cheow was super nice. knowing we all shouted a lot durin the cheer, she made us green bean soup and luo han guo which was super nice. (i dont really like luo han guo but i drank it anyway) so yea, thanks mrs cheow <3333 (sry mr cheow)

alot of people co-ordinated to embrace this event so yea, im kinda proud to be in 4e2 now? im gonna really hope this drive in the class lasts long.

oh yea and erm, i feel good now. and i suddenly am inspired to work i guess? i dont know why and i think its a good thing. but i also feel fucked up now for some reason. maybe my headache getting on my nerves.

on behalf of my misconduct perhaps in the entries before this post, i apologise to whom(who)ever was mentioned or in which the content was directed to. i know this may not sound sincere but its the best i will and can give. unless i feel there is a need, i dont see a reason why i need to answer to my actions. as long as im willing to shoulder the responsbility of the outcome. thank mr tan for talking to me because it at least got me to think a little. and he was right in some ways. and thank me for refusing to say anything to him. or else things will turn really nasty. i think you know that better than i do.

having said that, here’s a little about me. yes enjoy sarcasm because i feel its the best way to get at people. i dont care what anyone has to say or feel about me. i mean you don’t like me, tell me in my face. or if ur unhappy about anything i do, confront me. but rest assured, i will not let things go without reasoning. so if your right, den i apologise. otherwise, gambateh kudesai.

thats all i have to say. so once again,
sorry for my wrongdoings.

normal day as usual. i would say its normal cos got some parts v gd got some v dog. so average out. >.< ok so heres wat happened today.

first, p.e. was quite ok. i mean i stoned but erm we took height and weight. im like 167 and i dont like the feeling that i shrink 1 cm. but ms yeo said my height and weight good. i guess its sth to do with bmi? lol. stoned during p.e. because i didnt play any games. just sat there and do nothing. chatted with gab and jesicca? i think yea. thats about it for my p.e.

recess was whooping. its just so funny seeing some scences. but nvm, it was a good recess today. history lesson watched the mime or watever thing again. bored the hell outta me. yea i mean it, i dont get any idea wat its sayin. ah well. maths test anyhow do but im not bothered by it for some reason. chinese lesson also ok.

after sch the oral was gd. i scored 31 but felt i could do better. and while waitin for the oral alot of things happened. i shall not elaborate. those who need to know already know and those who dont are probably fuckers. den cabbed home due to heavy rain. all in all, today was kinda an ok-good kinda day

lol erm today was quite an ok day. imba man. i called my aunt to ask her something. den i asked her whether she was home. den she went like ‘i’m in manilla’. LOL. owned. school was ok today. history watched some lame show that i didnt understand at all and there was the discussion and everyone were writing this notes to ppl. i wrote to gab, and mutually, he wrote to me. what we wrote. its for u to find out! hah!

after school i went to wash some photos at fujifilm for some people. and strangely, huiyi whom i saw with my own eyes went into the lrt suddenly asked us to eat? lol. den gab and i was like. wtf i thought she went into the lrt? oh well. and so we lunched? dinnered? at yoshi. the photos washed were all imba photos but who cares! >.<

man im looking forward to go out with the dota peeps. lol. sadly my sunday night taken up, only free in the noon. friday also busy whole day. sry guys! O_O

ok again here’s to you. i know you will know so dont come act blur fuck with me la. sorry if i sound mean. you know, like i said before, your approach to things are really wrong. i mean maybe you have this procedure of wanting things your way and if things dont go your way, you just break down, hoping people would care for you. ya la i understand this is normal human emotion to feel down when things dont go your way. but ur mentality is just wrong; i mean the act put up to gain attention in the form of sympathy is just so wrong. and dont correct me cos im fucking damn sure im right. i know all ur friends prolly arent totally urs (as in like 1 to 1 kinda thing) and thats the very reason why im sympathising with u i think? but that doesnt give you enough reason to act this way, just because ur a pathetic fuck. so seriously, dont think your plans are flawless, cos its NOT. in fact, it sucks to the core for god’s sake. and i’m not the only one that feels so. seriously there are people out there who are hyper sensitive to these kinda things. and undoubtedly i am one. so dont amaze me with ur plans because their all so predictable. i can sense the slightest flaws of schemeing. hah. and no, i dont give a fuck whether u like me or not. or whether u hate me or not. that explains the outrage in this paragraph. but at the very least, i hope this wakes u up. because believe it or not, the distance between u and ur ‘friends’ as u call it, or ‘slaves’ (people u make use of, whatsoever) is increasing. take this advice or not, u better change or witness the downfall of ur life. the very fact i still type this fucking long para is prolly cause i still care? or believe i should say. but that doesnt give u the right to make use of me. im not that a simple minded popcorn. i outwit u; remember this. if you dont remain optimistic like the friend i used to have, then i’m mentally prepared to see ur name in the headlines soon.

ciao,
jaryl, who WAS ur friend. and MAY be ur friend. the choice is urs. woolala

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today oral was horrendous. i dont know anything about art. hope i dont do too badly. but i got put in effort for reading. so pls pls. HAHA. its sooo fun to observe ppl. cos sometimes really funny can! OWNED. alot of ppl making a fool out of themselves. hoho.

ate some waffle icecream at kopitiam. dont eat it. cos it sux. seriously dont believe be my guest. eat it and regret wasting a whooping sum of $2.50 >.<

thats about all. boring life today. cya all

i read something and i LOL-ed at the irony of the text. simply contradictary. HAHAHAHA. if no one told u u were a joke, i’d be kind and tell u that you are. seriously that aint the way to handle things. its not a one opinion kinda thing so dont start acting with me before u know what im talking about. others agree too. yea, so in response to the text; yes indeed. ur the one, this is ur show! HAH. i shant mention the sequence to ur approach in ‘solving’ or ‘improving’ situations here. and no, you wouldnt want to know what ‘situations’ are because it would be otherwise known as selective _______ . *erhem it is just not nice to mention* the sequence totally owns you and erm, dont think ur stunts are flawless cos they are just the exact opposite. thanks and goodbye.

best of luck to you. and pls stop this pathethic bull cos its causing misery to everyone. KUDOS.

lol. can i reemphasise the importance of tagging. actually, there is nothing wrong about not tagging. but i just want an assurance of traffic. to know that the 50+ unique visitors aint just CRAWLERS AND BOTS. and yes, i want to know that readers are reading too. LOL. i dont know how to say, i just want a kind of asssurance get it?

so pls just leave a tag.
i will greatly appreciate it. even if it means saying ‘hi’

MUCH THANKS AND REGARDS,
JARYL

erm. i went to kovan cc to find the dota ppl yesterday. hmm. i watched like 2 games den had lunch, den another 2 games den dinner. and soon it was like 11pm! LOL. wtf. time flies when ur having fun. they won their first match but lost the 2nd to some indian team. ok, fine maybe just 2 indian but they lost anyway. nvm jiayou ben10! >.<

after their competition, they went to lan and went to eat durian in which i didnt participate in because i havent eaten durian for years. for some reason. and same for samuel. but i played lan for like 2 hours. man i broke my promise to myself. but oh well. its not like life’s any better not to! hah! so bored. a couple of lan matches would do good(: and im proud to say. they are fun people to be with. every1 amongst us was a joker. well more or less yea. every1 was crapping and it was loads of fun. ok damn i sound girly. but oh well. i dont have a picture but people who know what i mean just would know and those who dont, sad. haha. ok im ostracizing here but i dont know really how else to put these into words.

hmm, cam, joel, ben, daren, joey, ran, samuel, marcus, yx, sam and friends are all good ppl to be with. u know, thats the good thing about an all-guys outing. just like mr chia said, there are gd points of having an all-guys class. i mean its like we can talk about anything without having to worry that we will offend certain ppl blabla. yea. so thats it. even though much owning was involved, and yes i was involved too, no one really cared because it was all for the fun of it. had it been others i think things wouldnt be the same. its just not the same you see? (yes, i know im speaking alien)

then there was cam who ate durian and drink beer and joel and joey said will die or sth. and samuel who kick some religious thing. den we were joking about how both of them were going to die or get struck by lightning respectively. hah. and cam missed the 854 while he was busy chatting. hilarious. -.- i spent like 30 bucks on god knows what.

we were supposed to go chomp chomp but we didn’t. but nvm, it was fun. a sum worth spending; to catch up with people whom i’ve yet to be with for quite some time? every one was the same, no change. but thats cool! i love them the way they are. LOL. and no, im not ghey, period. kairen and his story listeners would know the true definition of erhem* hoho. yes and about chomp chomp. daren pls organise nxt week. man i sure am swaying.

Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away
Now it looks as though they’re here to stay
Oh, I believe in yesterday.

Suddenly, I’m not half to man I used to be,
There’s a shadow hanging over me.
Oh, yesterday came suddenly.
Why she had to go I don’t know she woldn’t say.
I said something wrong, now I long for yesterday.

Yesterday, love was such an easy game to play.
Now I need a place to hide away.
Oh, I believe in yesterday.
Mm mm mm mm mm.