everyday also so sian one. life is full of boredom. people say live life to the fullest means i must live boredom to the fullest? if i live a boring life everyday, how to live to the fullest? worst of all, i can’t seem to find joy in studying. sian. these few days havent even 9 already sleep; and if i nap i end up sleeping at 2 or 3 am. wtf?

went to school today. wanted to wear pe again. but this time sure no one pei me. lol. physics + emaths mock exam (supposedly my best 2 subjects), and i flunk it. maths ok-ok, but as usual, careless. so lost about 10 marks. physics i dont even wanna say. the whole paper i only know of 1 question that i confirm correct. the rest i all unsure. F*** !

man. i keep screwing up every test. yesterday slept at 8pm i seem to be wasting alot of time sleeping. i am a pig. zzz. hope later can get myself to run around the estate. dont want to fail napfa.

tomorrow will chiong homework. is not will i mean, is must. owe tcher so much work. can die. mr tan nowdays crazy man. that time 3/4 the class sent out. what the hell ? that time i took ss test nvr do history and nvr pay attention still got scolded. sad. lol.

MUST STUDY LIAO LA. CANNOT AFFORD TO FAIL NO MORE!