i dont know whats happening. im losing my resolve. wa i really cant hold this anymore. im like forcing myself to be ___________ . (i shant mention the word for something sake). cuz ppl are just so scheming. being _________ is now no longer a choice, its more of a necessity. after all, i dont like how things are turning out either. well not like i can do anything about it. i take action, i get blamed. lol. gg. now im sick for dont know what reason. cough again. cb -.-

father father father help us send some guidance from above.
these people got me got me questionin’ where is the love…

yes, things have changed.